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Fighting to survive in my own head, 

Days become a battleground 


Wading through the bitterness 

Loneliness bleeds my soul, 

Searching for an answer, 

Searching for a goal, 


Belief becomes suspicion, 

Am I worth what I believe? 

Taking chances becomes impossible, 

The drive to carry on is gone, 


Pain and anger bloom, 

Like a dark flower in my brain, 

Disappearing hope, 

Turns my joy in life to shame, 


If I am not the person that I believed, 

Too much sorrow, 

Too much shame, 

I cannot see 

For the agony I feel 


Lyrick 2018

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