Fighting to survive in my own head, 

Days become a battleground 

 

Wading through the bitterness 

Loneliness bleeds my soul, 

Searching for an answer, 

Searching for a goal, 

 

Belief becomes suspicion, 

Am I worth what I believe? 

Taking chances becomes impossible, 

The drive to carry on is gone, 

 

Pain and anger bloom, 

Like a dark flower in my brain, 

Disappearing hope, 

Turns my joy in life to shame, 

 

If I am not the person that I believed, 

Too much sorrow, 

Too much shame, 

I cannot see 

For the agony I feel 

 

Lyrick 2018